Do I really come off as being weak? Sure I can assume why you'd think that because I'm short and skinny, but really, do I appear weak? Because I cannot begin to fathom why my soon to be ex roommate is such an asshole to me. Whatever, I don't care anymore, I talked to my RA and she is gonna see what the choices are. I really hope he's the one who has to pack his bags because I haven't done anything to deserve this. Plus, I've had to switch schools before because of bullying issues (I guess I'm just a magnet for hate...) and that worked out fine. But absolutely do not want to let him have the last words be having me be the one that moves.
I'd really like to thank my suite-mate Nate for stepping in when he heard the exchange, especially since I felt like I was about to be the crap outta my roommate which would have not ended good for me. Unlike most of the guys in our suite he didn't know about the issues between us so he had a neutral view of it. But it kinda pisses me off that I've put up with this, no one tried to stand up for me, or even themselves because they are all too afraid of this guy, so he really needs to go. I'm really sick of all this shit I've had to put up with, I didn't choose to be the way I am , I just kinda became it when I went through depression a few years ago. This crap is definitely not healthy for me either, because if I go into depression again, I might as well drop out and try again once I get my shit together.
I'm so glad I have something taking me away from him for the weekend, because I really need a break from this jerk. Oh well, it's late, I should be sleeping since I had a test tomorrow, but I'm still shaking because I'm so pissed off right now. I really hope the next person I may or may not roommate with is a lot more accepting.
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